
Aurelia V
Vanity has crept up on me. My concern for my physical appearance is at an all time high. Having never been one to look in mirrors all that much, I found it necessary to examine the root of the unappetizing characteristic. I thought maybe it was because I was aging, but it turns out I don't really care about getting older. Instead, my new vanity is about losing the two features that have always been "my thing" beauty wise. Before the last few years tackled me, my assets were my skin and my back. I always had amazing skin that never needed face wash and my back was the talk of my friends. Now I have a spotty complexion with blemishes and discoloring, as well as back fat. Interesting enough, I have never looked better. My chicken legs have grown calves, my belly has leaned out and my arms have some shape. My hair has always sucked and it keeps sucking, but I appreciate it not sucking more than it has in the past. It's a nice constant.
If I hadn't loved my skin and back so much, I know I wouldn't be so concerned. I barely acknowledged my scrawny legs and fat belly back in the day, but today I catch myself staring at my skin and obsessing over my back. It must stop. So, I told myself, "Hey Little Lady, you work out and you wash yo' face. Yeah, you'll look into some back firming exercises and investigate that skin, but until a clear solution is revealed, you must accept the new you."

Max & Mia
How do I accept the new me? Once I have cleaned and prepped my face in the morning, I am not allowed to look at or touch my skin until it is time to wash my face at the end of the day. That is my rule. Once I tell myself something is wrong, it's easy for me to walk away from it. As a result, staring at my skin is quickly coming to an end (and my complexion is improving to boot - go figure).
Ending the back obsession is a different story. I love garments that show off the back. There is no reason to give up on the back in its entirety because of a couple issues. Instead, I have sought items that indulge in my need to show the back as well as cover my two insecurities. My first insecurity is the back fat located at the top of my sides. I'm sure some of you know about it. It's that area that folds above your natural waist when you twist around to look at something behind you. The second insecurity is the blemishes at the high center of my back (perhaps from sweating in my sports bra, the sports bra I use during the workouts needed to improve my back fat - go figure).

Lush
When dealing with acne on the back, racerback tops and dresses are fabulous. The skin revealed by a raceback top is rarely affected by blemishes. Another solution is a sheer top or a top with a sheer back. Although see-thru, a diaphanous fabric is a filter between prying eyes and the details of your back. The translucent layer lets people see the shape and color of your back while hiding small blemishes and scars, as well as the subtleties of fatty tissues.
If you have good skin and you are more concerned with the fat deposits on your back, the obvious tip is to find clothes that cover the fatty areas of your back, while exposing the rest. Having searched for these types of garments for some time and not finding many options, I designed a line of tops to fit my needs. Besides wanting to expose as much skin as possible without revealing side fat, I also wanted my tops to hide armpit fat, camofluage the belly and elimnte the need of a bra, hence the high sides in the back and through the neck as well as the blousy front. Titled Aurelia V, the line of tops are made-to-order.

Elizabeth & James